IT SOUNDS CRAZY BUT-

Sometimes I feel like if I go back to being Mormon that I definitely won't get married.
I'd be happy either way, single forever, or married, I'm a generally happy person I'd just roll with the punches. Here is the thing though, I love New York, I don't know where else I would ever live. I could move... but I can't imagine where I would be able to do what I do, and enjoy all this city has to offer. But if I do want to get married, I can't live here.

These are my options for Mormon men to date in NYC.
- old and weird (weird as in smells bad)
- short and old
- tall and weird
- gay
- career focused and not thinking about marriage right now
- awesome and already married or dating
- interns??
- or just not interested in me which-is-totally-cool cause we are probably friends
I know! shocking right? You would think there were more options but there isn't, and hasn't been anything but this for the last 4 years.

My friend said there are lots of guys in Salt Lake right now that really would love to find a wife.
Problem: what am I going to do in Salt Lake?

Pauline says all the good ones are on the West Coast (she is moving there)
Problem: where will I work? and I don't want to live in LA or SF

I know there is always a possibility it could happen here, but if I'm realistic, its just not likely. My father said a city can't love you like a family can. It totally pulled at my heart, I don't know what to do.