Lately I feel like I am as much Mormon as I have brown hair, as much as I am female, and as much as I have hazel eyes. I have been off and on the straight and narrow for a long time now, long enough that I shouldn't be that sensitive anymore. But as much as I try to dull it, its all still there. The only explanation is DNA, or my mom is praying for me. I tell you what, that woman has quantifiable super prayer power abilities to influence my life. I told her to pray for me to get a job, and all I hear when I pray about getting a job is God saying "go to church." Writing this now, I think I am realizing it is definitely my mother doing this. I will ask her and report back. I know it sounds crazy, but you don't know my mom.
What I'm really trying to say is- I think soon I may have to stop denying that I'm mormon inside. Its been a good 3 or 4 years now on the fringe. Do I have the motivation to get back into the fold.....ummmmmm I dunno.....right now? no. Someday? maybe
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